Meditation Room



Meditation Room

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Autumn***

* ART ~WORD~ IMAGERY & EXPLORATORY SEEDS*

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In the End it was the Raven

In the End it was the Raven

Nature is Meditation

Nature is Meditation

a night of poems & black wings

a night of poems & black wings

wander with me

Sunday, October 2, 2022

poems for invisible creatures..


~poems for invisible creatures~

victoria pettella


The Bluest Flame


Wild

my bones 

could not feel death

the rain in my skull 

wore the bruise 

of lonely flowers

Alone

near the strange 

mossy hollow

the rabbit fell away 

like mist

and I was no longer lost

For the endless 

glimmering thread

split itself 

upon the bluest flame

and I was free

~victoria pettella~




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 poems for invisible creatures





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I am 
a strange creature
in love
with my own hauntings
~victoria pettella~
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It is the scar of Dawn 

that lingers Upon 

the Dragon's stolen-Breath

The skull of lone-Bird

in regal-sunset

The darkling-Oak 

to the wild Fairy-heart

The Bard of solace to the dying Lark


It is the splintered Star

Upon Night's

jagged -tongue

the Lost-Meadowhawk

stitching

her way

back to the

Sun


And when the lamp-light Heart 

becomes a looming-Sky

full of hurricane-birds 

and haunted-Song

the Coyote-Willow bleeds down fast

into the feral-dust of Invisible Arms


For Autumn sends her Bonfire-ghosts

into the vanishing welts of Dawn

to kiss vaporous-Wings 

of fractured birds 

Now faded, wistful 

And gone

~victoria pettella~





She fell into the arms
of the dying forest
and gave all of her flesh
to the wilds
of earth

*__________victoria pettella____________*


poems for invisible creatures


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In the deeps 
of the Eternal
Silver ravens plucked stars 
from my soul
Spiders made graves of lace 
in my skull
Fireflies danced their light
into my bones
and Autumn's grimoire 
set itself on fire
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victoria pettella



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In Winter sings

a silent bird

that only those near death

can hear

~victoria pettella~

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INVISIBLE CREATURES..

Veins of Emerald-Armour


The Trees 

pour their Emerald-Armour

into my veins

Forest-Marrow fills my bones

My dreaming-flesh

wears the Floral-Shield of Faery

My heart long dead

in the bark

~victoria pettella~


I N V I S I B L E  

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To All Things Otherworldly and Beautiful...Destroy me


I would rather take the risk

of being destroyed

by something

otherworldly and beautiful

than to keep living

in an empty tomb

with nothing extraordinary

to weep for

~victoria pettella~



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Lay with me beneath

the sharpened husk

of the Moon

Braid my raven-hair

with blue stars and sapphires

Sing me your dark Autumn-song

Let me belong only to you

and make a sinewed grave of magic

for our flesh to sigh and dream 

forevermore

*__victoria pettella___*


poems for...Invisible Creatures



So hauntful-glows 

my Faerie-torn heart

wounds -Upon-tide 

and Worlds they-meld

All in the Moonlit-dark


Searing, jagged-waves burn

Across the Vampyric-clock 

Skeleton-keys lost 

in the hungering-Winds


To the Enchantress hidden-Nigh

fernseed-dried and crystals buried 

in the Forest-Tomb

The Red-fox gathers 

Round the Elm-tree-Eye

and the rain-kissed Roots

where lullabies of Dark 

weep in the Earth


where the sad-Witch-lass 

burned and burned

And her Heart-lay

beneath the Emerald-mound

armoured in metal 

encased in a locked-box

with lost-poems, the Darkest-stars 

and such Lonely-torn-moths

~victoria pettella







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 We are Blue Wildfire




poems for invisible creatures

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I have been wearing
the Lost-Stars
Feeding from death
Swimming in Fire and Ashes
Seeding my wounds
in the-Evermore
of unanswered-dreams
Searching the drifting
galaxies

Someone send me a sign
I have been dying
for years
Someone send me a sign
I have been alive 
on the Other-side
of the Universe....
Waiting to merge
explode, bend into light
Waiting to find you

A haunting-Plethora
of nothingness
still carries the Light 
from your
sleeping-Heart

I wear your Starlight
and your Sword
Stitched to the Cosmos
last-lingering-Veins
Hoping you will find me
inside the Breath
Of this Lonely-dream
~victoria pettella~

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poems for invisible creatures




No longer impermeable 
Light glimmers from the veil of the Moon 
She has come to taste and free my wounds 
Cosmic Ghosts soak me in Auric Bloom… 
For I am no longer caged in dreams 
No longer a dormant seed 
No longer impermeable
My soul in transit
Now winged and free

~victoria pettella~



All poetry~Victoria Pettella

poems for invisible creatures




POEMS
FOR
INVISIBLE
CREATURES
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Friday, September 30, 2022

Cosmic Exhale...I gave my Breath to Nebulous Dreamworlds~2

Victoria Pettella~



 I gave my breath to nebulous dreamworlds


In my dreams

I swim in the fire 

of the Cosmos

my flesh slips away

my scars wear wings

in my dreams

I am unchained

I am wild and free

~victoria pettella~






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To Vanish upon Strange Cosmic Moors..


I climb inside the dark heart of Night

To taste velvet flowers

To swim through veils of starlight

To satiate my soul

with sonnets of Moondust

To drink from blue veins

of endless galaxies

To ride the sparkling tail 

of the Cosmos

~victoria pettella~







I gave my breath 

to nebulous 

dreamworlds 

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Cosmic Exhale




80 in reverse
Time portal gleams
Where has the rabbit gone?
Auras glimmer electric
Starlight bends across 
the mystic highway
of lost poets 
and dream-keepers
I am certain we met 
somewhere before
I can feel you in my veins
We were wrapped 
in forests of aquamarine
Swam through 
flowering shards of magenta
and we wore the taste 
of the Moon in our souls
PS: 
I told that rabbit
I will always 
be your 
Alice
~victoria pettella~




Endless 
Stars
Flood 
My Eyes
in Night's
 Eternal-Abyss
~victoria pettella~

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Every night
the stars
climb
on my skin
puncturing
my soul
with dreams 
of you
~victoria pettella~
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Cosmic Exhale...I gave my breath to nebulous dreamworlds


We hung upside-down
from Summer skies
a whirlwind fever
cotton-candy fire
poems kiss lovers 
atop cosmic rides
a carnival of dreams 
flood electric eyes

a jolt emptied my pockets alive
keys and copper coins fall 
to their demise
laughter tremors
bitten lips capsize
down into the moonlit stars
young wolves rise
hunting still...
for yet another sunrise

we wander the fracture 
of blooming light
wearing drunken paint
now lost in the wires
haunting the tombs 
of our dithering minds
We hung upside-down
from Summer skies
We hung upside-down
all of our lives
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~victoria pettella~





We 
have 
become 
Phantoms 
of Starlight
Shimmering 
Across
The Haunted-veil
of the Cosmos

*
~victoria pettella~





The Moon 
full of sorcery 
and beauty
impaled me 
with her veil 
of blue 
fire
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~victoria pettella~





I gave my breath to Nebulous Dreamworlds~

Cosmic Exhale


The rain floods
my veins with cosmic breath
And all my stars 
are permeable
They break
 like jewels on fire
My skin scarred
with songbirds of lightning

My memory burns down 
to mossy peridot
I feel the ashes 
of songs 
written long ago
travelling my tongue

I was once a little child
hauntful, creaturely 
a blackbird-soul
Sinking my feet into wild bark
Chanting to faerie 
and blossoms of Oak
Climbing forest bones
in the evening sky...
and it was there
I came upon a yellow butterfly
shattered 
by the torrent of winds
I began to cry
for I could not set her free
or will her 
back to life

The ravens came
and poured their stars into my hair
weaving a dreamland 
of your ancient wings
wings so softly sewn 
inside my being
Now all my stars 
are fused
Your yellow wings
impenetrable
~victoria pettella~




Here come the dark winds
so strangely aphotic 
and whirling
lifting veils through
my glimmering mind
melodic and sweetly burning

she wears no ghosts
elastic branches 
beam cerulean 
and climb 
like forest wires 
of sapphire

the ravens dance
strewing cosmic shards 
into my gothic hair
the air is warm
as blood 
and there 
are electric 
stars
on my 
tongue
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 ~victoria pettella~






I gave my breath to Nebulous Dreamworlds


You have turned 
my heart
into a 
garden
 of 
stars
*
~victoria pettella~



Carpe Noctem
Stay with me
For the Moon
has cut 
herself
open again
And the stars
are falling
so that you may taste
the fire
of your 
dreams
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All Poetry~ Victoria Pettella






Cosmic Exhale




I gave my breath 
to Nebulous
 Dreamworlds..



seeds of creativity~

Themes of transformation & transiting through cycles of life, breath, death & healing seem to seep into my work. Nature, magic, creation, realms of fantasy-faerytale, & the ever-morphing seasons are a constant guiding force & inspiration.
~victoria pettella~

A natural draw to the experimental side of things

*CREATION IS ALWAYS AWAKE , IT LIVES UNCAGED & FREE, NO RULES TO FOLLOW , ONLY NEW SEEDS TO EXPLORE~victoria pettella*



By Candlelight

By Candlelight

Autumn' sLight

Autumn' sLight

where I have been lately *dream with me here


poeme

poeme

beautiful creatures

beautiful creatures

)0( ***

raven in love with the moon

raven in love with the moon

black feathers

black feathers

ghosts of introversion

ghosts of introversion

Within

Within
visit sacred space...

a u r a

a u r a

colors

colors

g h o s t b i r d

g h o s t b i r d

** ethereal dreamworlds **

** ethereal dreamworlds **

visual potions ~by candlelight

visual potions ~by candlelight

wander through the veil with me

Poems seeking light

Poems seeking light

To all the rare flowers

To all  the rare flowers

**b e a u t i f u l ** s o u l s**

We are all strange and unusual; flawed, broken and beautiful ~victoria pettella

shadows & souls

shadows & souls

moonlit flora spells

moonlit flora spells

visual potion~ sun, shadow & strings

visual potion~ sun, shadow & strings

sacred spaces~

sacred spaces~

** symbolic visions **

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visual spells ) o (

visual spells ) o (

one night the stars... let me in

ash and seed

ash and seed

uncaged & free

uncaged & free
a beautiful storm

spark~illumination~transformation

spark~illumination~transformation

Creative Encounters & Kindred Spirits

I love to meet and connect with fellow creatives! I have a deep appreciation for all artists, creative thinkers, unique souls.
While my nature is mostly introverted and I thrive as a hidden -solitaire, I have found connecting with other creative-spirits to be profoundly nourishing and deeply magical in ways my soul understands. To those I have met along the way that have enriched my life with your art-music-writing-creations-passion-energy-open-mindedness....I thank you immeasurably ! and to those I have reconnected with..thank you for giving me a sense of community in a world I always felt on my own in. Thank you for these creative encounters, they have transformed me.

solitary world

solitary world

the unseen

the unseen

releasing the shadows and returning to light

releasing the shadows and returning to light

visual poems..

visual poems..

sunskulls & wolf-bones ~ a cave of songs & poems

sunskulls & wolf-bones ~ a cave of songs & poems

new soul

new soul

Dark Blooms

Dark Blooms

you were always meant to be free

gothic spell

gothic spell

u n v e i l

The Bird whispered to the stone

The Bird whispered to the stone

The Secret Realm

The Secret Realm
What is behind the door of shadow and light...